You took me by the shoulders, shaking me, hoping I would transform into the woman I could never be, your eyes pure disbelief, your voice pure anger. Then you left.

I sat huddled in a corner of your room. Knees tucked below my chin. Scared, shaking, like an animal, defenceless before its predator's wet jaws.

My words floated briefly on the screen your before blank eyes.

And now, I'm nothing.

Please Please Please

And all I want to do is love the shit out of you
And you won't let me
But I don't care

I want to free you from all your inhibitions
So you can love me too
Like I know you do.